Linkin Park.
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When I pretend Everything is what I want it to be I look exactly like what you had always Wanted to see When I pretend I can forget about the criminal I am Stealing second after second just ’cause I know I can But I can’t pretend this is the way It will stay I’m just trying to bend the truth I can’t pretend I’m who you want me to be So I’m Lying my way from you [No/no turning back now] I wanna be pushed aside So let me go [No/no turning back now] Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone [No turning back now] Anywhere on my own ’Cause I can see [No/no turning back now] The very worst part of you Is me I remember what they taught to me Remember condescending talk Of who I ought to be Remember listening to all of that And this again So I pretended up a person who was fitting in And now you think this person Really is me and I’m [Trying to bend the truth] But the more I push The more I’m pulling away ’Cause I’m Lying my way from you [No/no turning back now] I wanna be pushed aside So let me go [No/no turning back now] Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone [No turning back now] Anywhere on my own ’Cause I can see [No/no turning back now] The very worst part of you The very worst part of you Is me This isn’t what I wanted to be I never thought that what I said Would have you running from me Like this [3x] [No/no turning back now] I wanna be pushed aside So let me go [No/no turning back now] Let me take back my life I’d rather be all alone [No turning back now] Anywhere on my own ’Cause I can see [No/no turning back now] The very worst part of you The very worst part of you Is me *** Когда я притворяюсь, Что моя жизнь удалась, Я похож на того, кем ты всегда Хотела меня видеть. Когда я притворяюсь, Я забываю о том, что я преступник, Ведь я выкрадываю секунды своей жизни Только потому, что в состоянии это делать. Но я не могу притворяться, что так оно И будет впредь. Я просто пытаюсь исказить правду. Я не могу притворяться, что я тот, кем ты хочешь меня видеть. Поэтому я Лгу, чтобы отдалиться от тебя. [Нет, нет пути назад]. Я хочу быть отвергнутым, Отпусти меня. [Нет, нет пути назад] Дай мне вернуться к прошлой жизни. Лучше я буду одиноким. [Нет, нет пути назад] Не знаю, куда подамся, главное – быть одному, Потому что теперь я осознал, [Нет, нет пути назад] Что худшее в тебе – Это я. Я помню, чему меня учили. Помню снисходительные речи тех, Кому я должен был уподобиться. Я помню, как вслушивался В эту белиберду. Я притворялся приспособленцем. И теперь тебе кажется, Что я, действительно, такой. Но я [Пытаюсь исказить правду]. Чем больше мой напор, Тем больше позиций сдаю, Ведь я Лгу, чтобы отдалиться от тебя. [Нет, нет пути назад]. Я хочу, быть отвергнутым, Отпусти меня. [Нет, нет пути назад] Дай мне вернуться к прошлой жизни. Лучше я буду одиноким. [Нет, нет пути назад] Не знаю, куда подамся, главное – быть одному, Потому что теперь я осознал, [Нет, нет пути назад] Что худшее в тебе, Что худшее в тебе – Это я. Я не хотел, чтобы всё вышло именно так. Я и не думал, что после моих слов Тебе захочется убежать от меня Как можно дальше. [3 раза] [Нет, нет пути назад]. Я хочу, быть отвергнутым, Отпусти меня. [Нет, нет пути назад] Дай мне вернуться к прошлой жизни. Лучше я буду одиноким. [Нет, нет пути назад] Не знаю, куда подамся, главное – быть одному, Потому что теперь я осознал, [Нет, нет пути назад] Что худшее в тебе, Что худшее в тебе – Это я.

There are just too many Times that people Have tried to look inside of me Wondering what I think of you And I protect you out of courtesy Too many times that I’ve Held on when I needed to push away Afraid to say what was on my mind Afraid to say what I need to say Too many Things that you’ve said about me When I’m not around You think having the upper hand Means you’ve got to keep putting me down But I’ve had too many stand-offs with you It’s about as much as I can stand So I’m waiting until the upper hand Is mine One minute you’re on top The next you’re not Watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you’re on top The next you’re not Missed your shot Making your heart stop You think you won And then it’s all gone So many people like me Put so much trust in all your lies So concerned with what you think To just say what we feel inside So many people like me Walk on eggshells all day long All I know is that all I want Is to feel like I’m not stepped on There are so many things you say That make me feel like you’ve crossed the line What goes up will surely fall And I’m counting down the time ’Cause I’ve had so many stand-offs with you It’s about as much as I can stand So I’m waiting until the upper hand Is mine One minute you’re on top The next you’re not Watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you’re on top The next you’re not Missed your shot Making your heart stop You think you won And then it’s all gone And then it’s all gone And then it’s all gone And then it’s all gone Now it’s all gone I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say You knew your lies would divide us But you lied anyway And all the lies have got you floating Up above us all But what goes up has got to fall One minute you’re on top The next you’re not Watch it drop Making your heart stop Just before you hit the floor One minute you’re on top The next you’re not Missed your shot Making your heart stop You think you won And then it’s all gone And then it’s all gone And then it’s all gone And then it’s all gone Now it’s all gone

Yeah, i am not a pattern to be followed the pill that i'm on is a tough one to swallow i'm not a criminal not a robano not a born leader i'm a tough act to follow i am not a fortunate of fame in the same verse i'm telling you to forfeit the game i came in the ring like a dog on a chain and i found out the underbelly is sicker than it seems and its seems ugly, but it can get worse, cos' even the blueprint is a gift and a curse cos' once you have the theory of how the thing works everybody wants the next thing to be just like the first i'm not a robot i'm not a monkey i will not dance even if the beat's funky opposite of lazy, far from a parkyard stop talking, everyones gonna have to catch up mother fucker and all the people say aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaah aaaaaaah trying to catch up mother fucker aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaah aaaaaaah mum said money changes situations big said it increases the complication kane said don't stab, i ain't the one chuck said that doozie weigh a mother fucking tonne and i'm just a student of the game that they taught rocking every stage and every place that they brought me i'm often underrated and also corrected and so this second i'm gonna save it for the record i am the opposite of wack opposite of weak opposite of slack standing in the heat standing in a crack closest to a beat, far from a front yard stop talking, everyones gonna have to catch up mother fucker and all the people say aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaah aaaaaaah trying to catch up mother fucker aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaah aaaaaaah oh when they come for me come for me i'll be gone oh when they come for me come for me i'll be gone oh when they come for me come for me i'll be gone and all the people say aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaah aaaaaaah trying to catch up mother fucker aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaah aaaaaaah and all the people say aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaah aaaaaaah trying to catch up mother fucker aaaaaaaaaaah aaaaaaaaah aaaaaaah hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey

What do I do to ignore them behind me? Do I follow my instincts blindly? Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them redhanded? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness, Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin I make the right moves but I'm lost within I put on my daily fasade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself (myself) I ask why, but in my mind I find I can't rely on (myself) I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in If I turn my back I'm defenseless And to go blindly seems senseless If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll Take from me 'till everything is gone If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer by myself (myself) Chorus How do you think I've lost so much I'm so afraid I'm out of touch How do you expect I will know what to do When all I know Is what you tell me to Don't you (know) I can't tell you how to make it (go) No matter what I do, how hard I (try) I can't seem to convince myself (why) I'm stuck on the outside (2x) I can't hold on To what I want when I'm stretched so thin It's all too much to take in I can't hold on To anything watching everything spin With thoughts of failure sinking in (2x)

Where should I start Disjointed heart I’ve got no commitment To my own flesh and blood Left all alone Far from my home No one to hear me, to heal my I'll heart, I Keep it locked up inside Cannot express To the point I’ve regressed If anger’s a gift, then I guess I’ve been blessed, I Keep it locked up inside Keep my distance from your lies It’s too late to love me now You helped me to show me It’s too late to love me now You don't even know me Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Break) Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (Me) Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Too) Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Keep it locked up inside Keep my distance from your lies Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Break) Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace (Me) Breaking a part of my heart to find release (Too) Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Breaking a part of my heart to find release Taking you out of my blood to bring me peace Keep my distance Keep my distance Keep my distance Keep my distance Spit drips from the jaw of the witless witness Cryptic colloquialism shifts your midriff Dark all I do embark the shadows Involved with my thought catalog, analogue, rap catalog Keep my distance, and fear resistance, hurt by persistance The twisted web of tangled lies Strangles my hope to waste and numbs the taste And I'm forced to face these hate crimes Against the state of being Feeling the weight-less-ness pressed between the ceiling Reeling around room Riding a bubble of sound proof It's the frequency making you Sha-Shake with every boom Involuntary muscle contraction Ignoring and drinking musical gas fueled euphoria The sound pounds to make the dead flush To have you a head rush with red thoughts and said stuff

This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear This is my December This is my snow covered home This is my December This is me alone And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was something I missed And I Take back all the things I said To make you feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was something I missed And I Take back all the things that I said to you And I give it all away Just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away To have someone to come home to This is my December These are my snow covered dreams This is me pretending This is all I need And I give it all away Just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away To have someone to come home to This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear Give it all away Just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away To have someone to come home to My December This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear This is my December This is my snow covered home This is my December This is me alone And I Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed And I Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed And I Take back all the things I said to you And I give it all away just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away to have someone to come home to This is my December These are my snow-covered trees This is me pretending This is all I need And I Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed And I Take back all the things I said to make you feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed And I Take back all the things I said to you And I give it all away just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away to have someone to come home to This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear And I give it all away just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away to have someone to come home to Это мой декабрь Это мой декабрь, Это мое время года. Это мой декабрь, Это и так ясно. Это мой декабрь, Это мой дом, покрытый снегом. Это мой декабрь, Это я - совершенно один. И я Хочу только, чтобы исчезло чувство, Будто я что-то потерял. И я Забираю все свои слова обратно - Те, из-за которых ты чувствуешь себя так же. И я Хочу только, чтобы исчезло чувство, Будто я что-то потерял. И я Забираю все, что я сказал тебе, обратно. И я отрекаюсь от всего, Только бы мне было, куда идти. Отрекаюсь от всего, Чтобы был человек, к которому можно прийти. Это мой декабрь, Это мои заснеженные мечты. Это я притворяюсь, Что мне больше ничего не нужно. И я отрекаюсь от всего, Только бы мне было, куда идти. Отрекаюсь от всего, Чтобы был человек, к которому можно прийти. Это мой декабрь, Это мое время года. Это мой декабрь, Это и так ясно. Отрекаюсь от всего, Только бы мне было, куда идти. Отрекаюсь от всего, Чтобы был человек, к которому можно прийти. Мой декабрь (перевод Андрея Потапова из Одессы) Это мой декабрь, Это лучший месяц мой, Это мой декабрь, Со своею чистотой. Это мой декабрь, Это мой дом среди льдин Это мой декабрь, Это я один. И я Желаю почувствовать то, что я потерял, И я Обратно возьму все чувства твои, И я Желаю почувствовать то, что я потерял, И я Возьму все то, что тебе сказал. И я заберу все то, чему надо уходить, Забери все то, что мешает дома жить. Это мой декабрь, Снег, покрывший зелень всю, Это все люблю я,

I remembered black skies The lightning all around me I remembered each flash As time began to blur Like a startling sign That fate had finally found me And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason To prove me wrong To wash this memory clean Let the thoughts cross The distance in your eyes Give me reason To fill this hole Connect the space between Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies Across this new divide There was nothing inside The memories left abandoned There was nowhere to hide The ashes fell like snow And the ground caved in Between where we were standing And your voice was all I heard That I get what I deserve So give me reason To prove me wrong To wash this memory clean Let the thoughts cross The distance in your eyes Across this new divide And every loss and every lie And every truth that you deny And each regret and each goodbye Was a mistake too great to hide And your voice was all I heard But I get what I deserve So give me reason To prove me wrong To wash this memory clean Let the thoughts cross The distance in your eyes Give me reason To fill this hole Connect the space between Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies Across this new divide Across this new divide Across this new divide